i am missing you . .

As i was listening to a particular song that baby loves me to sing for him always . . . .laying down on my bed . . . looking at my hp pictures . . i thought of baby . . recalling those happy and sweet memories of me n him in taipei . . and those day we had spend throughout . . . recalling our days when we first met . . till now . . time passes so fast . . we are together for 2 yrs 3 mths and 9 days . . our relationship had been on rocks till 1yr passed . . things started to stable down . . thinking back those days . . being with him makes me felt being changed alot . . terms of temper, character, my thinking and becoming thrifty during our bad times . . . he's a kind of guy whom is very stubborn, self-centred person, someone with attitude . . maybe tats wad i like abt him and chose to be with him . . i always love going holidays with him . . . cus only than, it can be juz the 2 of us scrolling down the streets and spending time quietly together, cuddling each other to sleep, looking at him so quietly when hes aslp and feeling so carefree and happy when hes not thinking abt work, not feeling stress . . . looking at those pics . . . i felt contented . . felt realli happy . . that at least, i had someone to dote me. . . after alot of ups n downs in life . . i came to realise that i love him alot and i cant lose him . . hes changing for e better and i should not be putting so high expectations on him . . . nobody's perfect.
baby . . . thank you.